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"You don't talk like that"
Shut the hell up you stupid whore.  I wasn't even talking to you, so you have no say in anything.  I was talking to Joy & I was facesiously telling her "No.  You say 'Teach me drums, now!' & you jump on him"  You can't just say "No. Don't do that cause you're not supposed to talk that way, blah blah blah" I'm really pissed off right now & I hope you can stay away because I swear, one more thing you do & I will kick you from here back to your stupid country. 

Love Always,Sincerely,
Sushi

My dad's making me go with him to that one place in the mountains where we usually have our church's camps.  I have to help them with some camp thing they're making.  I don't want to go so much cause it will remind me of that one guy (cause we first held hands there.)

This sounds so stupid.
So suck it up, Sushi.

I'm sorry.
Can I have you back now?

I'm not gonna tell you because I don't want to be the reason for the breaking of her heart. I don't know her as well as others & I don't really plan to because you used to talk so bad about her & now I don't know what to think about her, but I still don't want her to experience such pain.  I went through it & I told myself I wasn't gonna hurt anyone alike so & that I didn't wish anyone to experience that pain.  So if I did it, I'd be a hypocrite & I dislike hypocrites, so that would make me an even bigger one. So I guess I can't do anything about it now, can I?  Thanks for saying sorry tonight,though.  I want you to know that I am sorry too & there's a lot I have to tell you.

Love Always,
Sushaa.  Heh.  Susha.<3

This is a church entry, by the way.
Just about every entry here will officially be church-related.  So this is the last time i'll post this message with an entry.

Heh.
Don't hold my hand cause it's minee.